Sedna Elnabi - Maulidur Rasul Song

Allahumma Salli Ala Saiyidina Muhammad Wa Ala Alihi Saiyidina Muhammad SAW...

Dust Is My Bed...

Dust is my bed, embraces me and it's my cover now

The sand surrounds me even behind my back
And the grave tells a dankness of my affliction
And the brightness draws a line

Where is my family's love? They sold my loyalty!
And where is my group of friends? They left my brotherhood!
Where is the bliss of money? It's behind my back now
And my name (reputation) where is it shine between praises
This is my end and this is my bed....

And love farewells its longing and my elegizing cried
And the tears went dry after crying
And the universe became narrow and so is my space
And the grave became my ground and sky
This is my end and this is my bed.....

Fear fills my estrangement and sadness is my illness
I expect firmness and I swear it's my cure
And for Allah I pray faithfully, you are my hope
Allah! I desire heaven, to find bliss in it

And for Allah I pray faithfully, you are my hope
Allah! I desire heaven, to find bliss in it.....

Nasheed Title: Farshy Al Turab (Dust Is My Bed)

Singer: Meshary Al Arada

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Poem for Hijabis...

And nicely sang by this Lebanese guy. I still dont know his name or is he a singer or not. But he got an amazing voice I must say. 

This is a classic poem by Sheikh Ahmed bin Ali Al-Ajmy and this guy sang it in his own version. Nice...


The Translation:
My sister in God, dont let the devil mislead you
The hijab (veil) is obligatory, from our kind Lord
Our sister, we have heard something strange
People have uttered unworthy talk about the Hijab
They said it is a tent, hung over the necks (of women)
They called for the liberation of women; and they wrote books for it
They drew out a road to immorality; so as to 'not waste' the young men
O our sister, this is the howl of offense from the wolves
So Hell-fire is the home of oppressors; for them is the punishment
God will reveal justice on the day of judgement
And Jannah is the home, and what a beautiful welcome back it is!


The good is from Allah, the bad is from my own mistakes.


Ilal Liqaa'...!!

Sawa - Ramy Ayach ft Maya Diab

SMILE BIG BIG....

*dropfaints*

Lucky thing this woman is married with a kid...

But they look good together...

Tak lah, tak jeles...

Hehehehe...!!

sabbatical is over... for now...

hey darlings...! i'm back... been away for quite long, aye? miss me? yeah, i think i miss myself... donch care, you wanna call me full of myself, your call... i don't care a hag...

ok lah, joking lah... i still love you all... and i still love me... and i am still my favorite... hehehe...!! anyway, how's things...? all nice and dandy? if yes, Alhamdulillah... if no, InshaAllah... remember, tests are given to us coz Allah loves us... He knows we can overcome it. The catch is, tests are for us to be closer to Allah, not to be further away than Allah... Orite darlings?

the past few months have been full of ups and only a handful of downs for me... the downs, aiyah, no need to talk lah... let them pass away peacefully... ingat2 pun tak guna... buat sakit otak, sakit hati je... kan? kan? kan? i'm just looking forward to the ups... actually i'm MAHA excited about the ups... i can't believe it's finally happening... And i say my thanks to Allah for the wonderful blessings... May all goes well till the time it's gonna happen, InshaAllah... I'm practically counting the months... It's NEARING!!! *excited mode on*

i just finished my Modern Standard Arabic Level 7 exam this noon. Paper was so-so lah... If studied more, will score more... But I did my best, InshaAllah, will pass... Touchwood, if I don't, I hope I won't stop... I'm left with Level 8 then Level 9 then O Levels... And who knows, I might wanna continue to Diploma... Ada ke Diploma in Arabic Studies? Got such thing meh?

Money matters is a bit tied this time round. Puasa, Raya and car matters goes around in the same month... You know lah, renewing the road tax, the insurance and all that jizz... No, I'm not complaining... InshaAllah, can tide through... But it's just the thought of doing everything in the same month that is bothering me... 

Alhamdulillah, my Baby has been very good to me. 4 years with it has been blissful, no major problems... Dad has been hinting for me to try getting a new, bigger baby... But you know lah, the 1st Baby is always the one with the most sentimental attachment. I can't think of the day I will separate from my Baby. I think I will cry my eyeballs out. *thinking of it makes me wanna cry already*

And, oh, forget to mention, Alhamdulillah, sejak dah pandai masuk JB sendiri without escort cars, (usually I need my uncles to follow me around), I think I will do my Raya shopping in JB this year... Mana yang boleh save, kita save lah kan?

And then the 'big' thing in October, InshaAllah... For that, I wanna be a little spendthrift... Bukan slalu dapat shopping gitu macam!! Hehehehe...!!

Apalagik? Hmmm... Oh, I wanna complete my novel which I started not too long ago... I hope I can finish it... This time round, the treatment of the whole novel is a bit more Islamic... Almaklum, dah makin 'muda' ni kan, buatlah cerite yang sesuai ngan umur. Hehehe...!!

And NETBALL. I so wanna start netball again. Mum gave me a good idea the other day. I think I would propose it to the relevant parties after Hari Raya. Mana tau, idea bernas Mum can work out...? *smiling gleefully*

Ok lah, I think this is about it. I will write again when I have the time and got something to talk about. Till then, I will miss you all...

Ilal Liqaa'...!!

a reminder we'll end up in there one day...

a reminder we'll end up in there one day...

And fear the Day when you will be returned to Allah. Then everyone will be paid in full for whatever he has done and they will not be wronged. [Qur'an 2:281]








ilal liqaa...!

exams and after...

i just had my module 5 exam just now. after all that mugging, i still think it was a difficult paper. maybe i didnt mug enuff... maybe the raya break took my revision mojo away. maybe, maybe, maybe... banyak nah alasan aku...

but the mum was a bit worried with the way i was locking myself in the room and only coming out to have my meals or toilet breaks. i think if i had been this disciplined during the schooling years, i might be something else today mwahahahaha...!!

and the dad was worried that i was still at it last night. he was scared i might go blank when i get my paper today. alhamdulillah, nothing of that sort happened.

i just wanted to do well. i was thinking, i have gone this far, i should put my sweat and blood into it. and im not going to take a break with my revision. i will still keep on it. i want to be very fully prepared, if i pass and go on to the next module, inshallah.

now that the exam is over, i have so many things i wanna do. let's list them up...

~ i wanna go karaoke...

~ i wanna go watch Buried, the Ryan Reynolds movie. I love that guy and his abs.

~ i wanna go ice-skating. ukthi Naqi mentioned about this just now, and it got me interested in it. although i know i am terrible with balancing myself. what with this humongous mass of a body uwahahahaha...!!

~ i wanna go eat good food - Wendy's (now that it's halal), another round of Shin Tokyo, another round of Seoul Garden, and another round of a lot of other eateries.

~ i wanna start gymming (yeah, very fairytale this one... and this point and the previous one doesnt seem to gell well together huak huak huak!)

~ i wanna go and just sit by the beach, with a friend, talk my heart out, and take beautiful beach pictures.

~ i wanna start reading my islamic books.

and the list goes on....

now the thing is, where's the time? actually even i dont know what im busy with. it's just that after work, i find myself very tired to do anything else. weekends are usually used up for the family. but it's ok, everyone has 24 hours. if anyone else can find the time, why cant i, correct?

let's see if i can achieve and do all of these... before i start with the books, notes and whatnots.

and dear, i miss you lots. 8-)

ilal liqaa'...!!

goodbye 3... welcome 4...!!

started my arabic module 4 yesterday. alhamdulillah, although module 3 was hellish-ly difficult, i still managed to scrape pass the exam paper with a 78.5% pass. a drop, yes. coz i always scored 80% and above for the previous modules. but, it's ok (la ba's in arabic)... as long as pass, dah cukup baik, correct?

i got an sms notification from the school that i passed but i was eagerly waiting for the marks. coz i had expected a 50% - 60% pass je. So when I received my paper yesterday, I was really pleasantly surprised!

and i am very glad that the teacher in module 3 is still teaching us in module 4. im so accustomed to his teaching already. he's fun and easy for us students to communicate with. he makes the class very lively all the time. im so glad he is my teacher.

we did a review of the paper and then had a taste of what module 4 is all about. and again, i'm so happy to know that module 4 is more about conversations and listening more than writing and memorising. i donno, for me, i think, the worst is over mwahahahahahaha...!! im more of a practical person than a theory person. i can converse in arabic better than writing/reading it.

but my textbook is so blardy thick. it's 400+ pages. i tot the module 3 book was thick, this one beats the record lah deyyy... but then, what's learning without sacrifices, correct? so every wednesday, got to tell the shoulders to bear the weight of the book in the bag hehehehe...!!

returned home all smiles and happy and got to eat my favorit dish, ammi's paru sambal, and went to sleep - like a log. heh.