You...

It might be fated that we are going through what we are going through now.... I don't regret knowing you... It has been smooth-sailing so far... And by far, I've known quite a bit lot about you... I'm happy when I see you. I'm happy when I talk to you... And I thank Allah for this wonderful phase..

I don't know how far this will go... And that's the worrying part... I'm afraid of thinking how far this will go... If it really goes as far as what you and me are thinking of, are we able to go through it? It's not going to be easy. I know we are supposed to think of the best, not the worst, but still one's got to be practical. Life is not only a bed of roses, it comes with thorns too...

Although I wouldnt want to lose you, I will take it slow. I will try my level best to change your mind about the whole thing... I will want you to really weigh the pros and cons and then make a decision. I dont want you to come to a conclusion so early... Too much for you to decide about, and for me to worry about...

It's not the challenge that Im worried about, I'm just worried for you. I will still be here with my family backing me if anything does happen. It's you, who has to make the bigger decision.

Like I said, let's take it slow. If Im able to change your mind, all the better. But, if this is fated for us, let's raise our hands and make du'a that however rocky the road will be in the future, we'll go through it together, with patience and honour.

Ilal Liqaa...