urgh...

relax lah babes... it's nothing serious lah. it's just that today i didnt bring bekal from home. coz after packing the lunches for abba and the two sisters, lauk dabis. so today, i am bekal-less at lunch. so i decided to get nasi ayam penyet from my workplace kopitiam.

bad bad move. i always have known the nasi ayam penyet at the kopitiam has a ridiculously mindboggling eyepopping spicy hot sambal ever created in human history (according to me)... and everyone knows i'm not really on good terms with the chilli/sambal/watever. so although i knew im ordering nasi ayam penyet, i was sure i wont be bothered with the sambal coz well, i'll just taste a little wee bit of it, you know, just for taste.

and i ended up burning... my rice was still white whenever i put a handful of it in my mouth. still, the spiciness of the sambal is too much to handle. halfway through, i took a deep breath, and there i could feel it, tears in the eyes and the burning sensation in the stomach all the way up to the heart. i stopped and had to put ice in the mouth for a while.

so in the end, i gave up the rice and just ate the chicken. lucky thing the chicken is a huge kick-ass one. so i dont feel cheated of my $$$.

from then, i had this burning sensation in the upper abdomen area. might be heartburn, might be acid reflux. now i cant breathe deep. it just got stuck somewhere; the breath i mean. i just drank ENO and i hope i will feel better later.

i really wonder, izit me not having a high tolerance for the sambal or is the sambal really really nak mampos punyer pedas. i know they use cili padi, coz i can see their stems in the sambal. but then, i didnt even took dollops of the sambal. i took some just for taste and still i end up like i lighted up a fire in my stomach.

now i feel like i wanna puke my guts out. urgh. or maybe the ENO has started taking effect. im burping like nobody's business and not in the best mood. i regret eating the nasi ayam penyet. urgh. now i dont even feel like opening my book to do my homework. urgh. really urgh.